Book 1 of The Broken Moon
The Goldenshield Collar
She made the collar herself. He's the only one who can open it.
For a hundred and twenty years, Stella Goldenshield has been the daughter who can't cast a spell without it going wrong, at least when her mother is in the room. Eight weeks from the Moon Trial that will decide whether she stays in the City of Bells or is exiled to the family estate, she has one secret: a silver collar, filed by matchlight, keyed to a single man.
Alaric is the first human mage in elven service in a thousand years: the King's own runecaster, her tutor, and a war veteran carrying power he has never shown anyone. He was never supposed to want her, and he was never supposed to let her choose him.
Then a kiss in the observatory sets the collar blazing, an outlawed sigil burns across the sky, and every silver statue in the city turns to face their tower. A hostile Council wants the human gone. A war faction wants her as a weapon. And the moon everyone believed was broken has woken in her blood.
In a kingdom that bows by law, Stella will kneel only by choice. The only binding strong enough to save the city is the one nobody forced.
The Goldenshield Collar is the first book in The Broken Moon, an adult (18+) epic romantasy with court intrigue, a slow-burn romance, a consensual power exchange and four open-door scenes. Content notes are at the front of the book.
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- Book 1 of The Broken Moon
- Paperback, about 440 pages
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Excerpt
Read the opening of Chapter 1
Dusk reached Vaelith by ear before eye. The Spire of Hours rang the first of the evening bells, and the rest answered terrace by terrace, ten thousand throats of bronze and silver tumbling down the stepped white tiers to the river until the whole city hummed. Every house in Vaelith knew its standing by how long that sound took to reach it.
This was the City of Bells, the capital of Aurenthal. On every corner the silver statues caught the last red of the day, a woman with her palm raised, a hound mid-leap, and nobody looked at them. Nobody ever had. They had stood on their corners a thousand years, and the histories did not say whose hands had set them there.
This city looked at other things. Since the daughter of Goldenshield Tower came of age it had looked at her. Hers was the most beautiful face in Vaelith. The markets said so and the Council's benches said so, a fact that wanted nobody's opinion, hers least of all.
It was a long face and a fine one, and the light sat on her cheekbones and in the hollows under them and never had to be told where to go. Her eyes were grey, set wide and a little tilted. Her mouth was the only soft thing in it, full at the lower lip, and it gave the face its one mercy. Her ears rose long and pointed through her hair, and when she was angry or afraid they moved before she did. Painters had asked to paint it. Her mother had refused them all, and the refusing had made it famous. The face had never once done her any good.
Everything in Vaelith ran downhill, water and favor alike, and everyone in it knew to the step how far above the river they stood. Goldenshield Tower rose above the Fourth Terrace, its upper windows already gilded. Then the gold went out, House by House, from the east. In the library two floors below its observatory, the bells reached Stella through the stone, a low shiver in the boards under her knees.
The library ran the width of the tower. Its shelves climbed past the lamps into the dark under the gallery, where the oldest books lay chained to the rail. The rolling ladder stuck at the same place on its track every time, with a small dry complaint she could have found in her sleep. A stone seat was built into the wall under the east window, its cushion molded to her slight frame, and she had hidden there as a child because the cold in this house came through floors. The room smelled of old wax and chalk dust, and after a lesson, faintly, of lamp oil and green ink, which had become her favorite smells in the world without her ever deciding they should be.
Tonight she knelt inside a circle she had drawn three times since noon. Chalk dust greyed her knuckles. The boards were cold. The outer ring held twelve runes of joining, each stroke the width of a barleycorn, every hook turned sunwise, the way Alaric had shown her, which no textbook bothered to mention. She checked the third rune against her notes. Clean. The fourth leaned. She licked her thumb and smudged it out, and redrew it with her wrist braced on her knee.
She was Lady Stella Goldenshield, heir of a High House that had been Frost for a thousand years, and in a hundred and twenty years her frost had never once come when she called it. Elves counted one year in five, and by that count she was twenty-four. Her Moon Trial was eight weeks off, at midwinter, and she had nothing to show it. A name the Council did not write in its book did not exist, however beautiful the face above it, and a name that did not exist could not be a mage, which was the only thing she had ever wanted to be. So she knelt with a stick of chalk and learned a human's runecraft from the human her mother had married.
She had stripped to her shift by the sixth bell, the thin linen she wore under everything. It had been made to be seen, cut low across the breast and high at the thigh for a bride two hundred and thirty years ago, in a decade when brides wore such things, and it had been scandalous then. It was the one thing she owned that her mother had not chosen, and she wore it under the correct grey dresses every day, as a rebellion and a plea at once, and she had never been certain which. Her day dress lay over the chair under her dressing gown, and she had gone on barefoot, with the sleeves pushed past her elbows and her hair pinned up hard. Her dark blue iridescent hair had come loose at the back of her neck. This floor of the tower was hers, her bed through the arch at the end of the room. She could be this reckless because nobody came up to the library after dark. That was what the library after dark was for.
Every living thing carried a Well, the store of power a magical working drew on, deep in elves and shallow in humans. A Well was a want. Binding wanted two Wells. She had one, and a brass compass stood in for the other, because a made thing with one want of its own, a needle that turned north until the brass wore through, had a Well of a kind. It made a token heavy enough to hold an oath for a quarter hour if she fed it her own warmth the whole time.
She pricked her finger on the pin in her sleeve and touched the blood to the center rune.
"I give and I am given," she whispered. "What is held stays held."
The working took. Heat left her hands first. The chalk lines brightened from pale blue to white, and the compass needle swung toward her and locked. She felt the tether settle behind her breastbone.
Below her, a door closed.
Stella's ears went flat against her hair before she had decided anything. The sound came up through the floor. Her mother's rooms were directly beneath, and that was the inner door, which stuck in damp weather. Her mother was Lady Egrenare Goldenshield, the strongest frost in Vaelith, and Stella had never heard her raise her voice, because she had never needed to. Cold had answered every mistake of Stella's childhood, every blot on a page and every letter drawn backward. Footsteps crossed to the hearth below. Stopped.
The rune nearest her knee guttered. A curl of frost crept along one chalk stroke, fine as lace, and the needle shivered.
"No," she said under her breath. "Hold."
She pressed her palm flat beside the ring and fed it more warmth until her fingertips ached and the frost beaded into water. The light steadied. The needle settled.
The footsteps below did not resume.
Stella stayed where she was and counted bells.
Seven. Eight. She kept her breathing slow and let the count carry her somewhere warmer, which lately meant him.
Alaric would have heard the door too. He kept the rooms two floors down and knew the sound of that door from underneath. He would have tapped a ward-stone with one ink-stained thumb, the way he did when he wanted her to notice something for herself, because he knew that she could.
Her mother had married the King's mage four years ago at the King's asking, because she could not afford a power like his at the call of any rival House. He had come in good faith. He gave her his counsel and his company from the first day, and in those first weeks he tried, plainly and more than once, to make it a marriage in more than name. She wanted the power and nothing else. In the first week she told him, in the voice she used to correct a seating plan, that she had married the King's mage and had no use for the man who came with him. The power was never his to put at a House's call. It was the King's, and when he would not lend it to hers, the marriage became a thing she did to him.
Her mother did it with the house, and never once with her voice. The first cut was the rooms. She put him two floors down on their first night, and it was Stella who carried the good lamp down after him. She made a second cut with the chair. At dinner the next evening he drew it out for her, and she stood beside it, not looking at him, until the footman took it from his hands. Another slice with the voice she kept for servants and the post, and from that week every word to him was made with it. In the second year she corrected his Marcher vowels before guests, syllable by syllable, so the whole table could hear where the edge went in. Stella said the word back his way. By the third year the household waited for her nod before answering him, so that every servant in the house was a blade she did not have to hold, and Stella answered him without it. The invitations to last midwinter's table went out under her name alone. This autumn, with half the Council at the table, his place was not laid, and every lord at it counted the empty chair.
He never answered her cuts in kind, and never once used his Well against her. Once her mother's frost came across the cloth from her chair to his, the cold she used on a servant's hands, and the runes under his cuff woke to answer it. One word would have ended it. He let the runes go dark and asked after Lady Zolmund's roses. The King needed him under this roof, and he would not turn the crown's power on his wife's table. For four years Stella had watched him hold it back, and somewhere in the watching she had seen what that took. He was not smaller for it. The table was.
In the third year Stella began calling him Alaric at table, and the first time she did, he stopped in the middle of a word, and the whole table heard the place where the rest of it should have been. Weeks into the lessons, with last autumn's first frost, her mother's cold locked her hands on the chalk. His palm went to the nearest ward-stone, making sure the boards warmed under her knees. He went on about hooks. He said nothing at dinner. She had seen what the restraint cost him. She knew. She wanted him.
Nine. Ten. The bells went on.
Chalk and green ink on the air took her back three weeks, to a binding hook she had drawn against the sun when it wanted turning sunwise. He had laid his hand over hers on the chalk, his palm dry and warm, the runes on his forearm a breath from her wrist, and turned the stroke the right way round. It lasted four heartbeats. She had felt every one of them from her teeth to her thighs. The first was the weight of his hand, and she had imagined the hand and never the weight. The second was the heat of his wrist along the inside of hers, where the skin was thinnest. The third was his breath on her hair, because he had leaned in to see the stroke and had not thought about where that put his mouth. The fourth was her own, hard under her ribs, and she had been certain he could hear it. To cover it she had thanked him in her most formal voice and lain until moonset with that same hand pressed flat to her own breastbone.
Every day since the frost she had folded that wanting small and tucked it behind correct posture and clean chalk. He gave her nothing to fold it round. He never shortened her name. He said Stella, the whole of it, in the voice he kept for the Council, and she heard it as a word he had decided not to say more of. He was her mother's husband. Her mother's ceiling was under her knees, and in a hundred and twenty years nobody had made her this warm.
On the desk behind her, the top drawer sat a finger's width open. Something silver lay in the dark of it, curved, and one edge caught the lamplight. The thing she had made was for his hands.
She didn't turn around.
The last bell faded. Stella let the warmth drain from her palms and reached to close the ring.
The chalk turned pink.
It skipped the white of a held oath entirely. The new color climbed the runes one by one, the shade of ribbon on a confectioner's box, of the hothouse roses Lady Zolmund sent her mother every midwinter. The compass needle spun a full turn and stopped pointing at Stella's own chest.
"That isn't in the book," she told it.
Chapter 1 goes on in the book.
The audiobook
The audiobook has a full cast, with a voice for each main character. The voices were made with AI. It arrives four weeks after the ebook.